Somehow the feeling fade! and i'm at lost! I know that if he leaves my life, i would not know how to carry on.
I hope that i would be able to regain back all the confidence i used to have in him!

Today's bbq was cool:) though waiting time for the food to be cooked was long, the food was not bad! esp the crabstick haha. sweetest crabstick i have ever tasted. heehee
Really grateful and thankful to those who helped out in the bbq. I played host for a bbq party before, wasn't easy at all i would say. I remembered bbqing the food the entire time during the party. Once you cook, you won't be hungry and won't wanna eat anymore. haha
Anyway, We played a nicer version of chop chili chop whatever its called with other cell group:) ahah it was fun!!

Sometimes, you try to take the effort to reach out to someone/get to know that person, perhaps with just simple little concerned question, but he/she just doesn't open up, i feel like a fool and i don't know how to reach to that person though I'm not close to that him/her. It's kinda sad actually, i don't know why some people shut themselves from the outside world, keeping to themselves. I was wondering, how will they receive help if they don't share their feelings and open up to others. All their feelings are hidden within. I've seen such people existing. Maybe it's just their character.

oh no! more people are falling ill! and im a victim too. Fiona is suspected of H1N1 LOL! so she has to stay at home for 7 days!
Had massive headache in sch today, i could barely concentrate during lessons and instead, i slept during econs. well I guess everyone should really take good care and most importantly hydrate yourselves with plenty of water especially with the hot weather :)

Mt listening comprehension is next up for me! hopefully i can manage it!

take care everyone!:P

The past two weeks was incredible and was really productive ! what surprised me, was that i was able to ease through the entire two weeks without feeling lethargic or sleepy! was able to catch up in lectures and tutorials too :) well maybe except econs. What shook me too was my results. i did reasonably okay and I thank God for that, the strength he gave me to make it through this week along with my exams :) That's for certain. really enjoyed my week and i owe it to my jc friends and s28 peeps! love you guys<3

To those whom i know are sick and really stressed and tried,
it would be a good weekend for you guys to catch up on your sleep!:) please really do get enough rest! Alright

The June holiday has just came to a closure and school has just began! feeling the school blues already as i really enjoyed my holidays with friends,family,services and s28:)had a fulfilling holiday! yeah hopefully it would be a fresh start once again for me and especially my studies, gonna pay more attention in class and put in more effort this term as the next hurdle is coming, MID COURSE EXAMINATIONS! This would mark the completion of 2/3 of our alvl syllebus.

Alvl chinese oral exam is next-14 june and im worried. My chinese has always been an issue to me since i was young, barely passed except maybe only chinese olvl. All the best to me!

Gosh,woke up this morning or rather afternoon with 15plus missed call! The guys spammed me hoping to wake me up. I was supposed to go for my class outing at sentosa with beloved 0923c today! but i overslept and woke up only at 12 when i was supposedly to be at sentosa at that time. The plan was to meet my classmates at 11 at harbour front and take transport tgt to sentosa. i guess it was kinda irresponsible on my part as this is not the first time and i can tell that jr,kk and teck zhi are very disappointed in me. They insisted to wait another 2 hours for me to come but i rejected their offer as i didn't want the whole class to wait just because of one person. Feeling really guilty but all in all im touched to have such lovely friends:P
SORRY 0923C! hope you guys enjoy yourself:) love ya!

LYL The service was awesome!
Today's service was really great! Yi lun taught us how to make our life count! i felt it was really impactful. Enjoyed the word and worship!

King David committed adultery and murdered his lover's husband. No doubt, what he had committed was a shameful sin but yet he was remorseful and contain a repentant heart. To have a repentant heart would mean one who is willing to express or show deep sorrow for sin or wrong doing they have committed. God will never reject those who are willing to admit for the sins they have done and to make up for what they have caused ; as he knows no one is perfect and everyone can make mistakes in life. It is often said that no amount of repentance would make you a free man for the sins they have done, this is especially so for extreme sinners, eg murderers.
but all our sins are already dealt with by the blood of Jesus therefore we must learn how to respond to our sin, learn from it. Rather than to dread over it. I believe God preach for peace and forgiveness and he wants good for everyone :)

i love my bff! AKA sivakami! hehehs
deh you better be touched ah! it has been 2years plus that we have been best friends and still counting on.. You've have been with me unconditionally, caring for me and loving me wholeheartedly. only you!
LOVE YA! lets look forward to the future tgt:) i see years to come with you!
SO TO MY BFF HERE'S A POST SPECIALLY DEDICATED TO YOU AND ONLY YOU!
MUACKS!:)

will cont and edit! in a rush:)

Summer test is coming to an end! whoo! shiok! hahah
however, my chem and Chinese were killers! there is a major change between chem in olvl and now in jc! i have to change my style of studying for chem esp! have to work towards good grade!
NO PROCRASTINATION especially! that is by far my biggest flaw when it comes to studies!
On the lighter note, Math was the pretty easy! haha was considering doing accountancy in uni! but it seems pretty difficult to get in and the demand is relatively high! if i cant get into accountancy, i can't think of anywhere else to major at! perhaps chemistry? but chem is tough! well, econs is so so systematical to me! graphs, definitions all!

haha alrighty! i better get back to work! tmr is my H1 physics exams! LAST PAPER! clear it once and for all:) bye!