hey ahah its 2am now, woke up late this morning and headed to crystal's house to mug and study,managed to help her in a few bio qns and i read up my chem bonding notes! i don't know how I'm feeling right now but i have doubts with my potential in my studies. i have not much time left for summer test, i feel the stress and anxiety but yet i still can go out almost everyday. i don't know what to do! honest! My time management sucks. I keep telling myself to focus but i just can't. Even during the o lvl period i was more hardworking and had more motivation.

Anyway, i went down today during CWBS during the alter call. Initially, i was honestly fearful and afraid. I cant explain that feeling somehow. But after the anointing, i could sense the presence of God, it was strong and i fell. I felt better after the experience:) It was a great encounter of God.

You know, every week, i look forward to church events. Be it bible study/service or special services(celebrity weekend). I can really see what god has done for us. What the pastors preached never fail to impact me and it really makes total sense to me. Maybe you all wont get what i mean but i really understand. I am in total awed,amazement by the work of God and what he has done for us. What an amazing god!:)

Shall end my post here, gonna turn in now! gdnight:)