I don't wanna/wish to step into the past anymore and i just hope that i will have the chance to change and make amends this year.

Last year was like a roller coaster ride for me, most challenging year in my life i would say. The transition from secondary sch to JC was tough and i struggled. In the midst of my 'busy' life, i still rmb my friend told me that, I've been 'protected in my own world' or to put it in a nasty way, I've been shutting people off from my life, even to my closest. scary. I was totally aware of it but still, i think i was defeated by the devil. Now looking back, i feel bad about everything.

Even so, the people i have hurt still showed me concern and loved me all the same which then, really got me feeling all guilty and lousy for the person i have became.

Even with all that, i still had a private relationship with the lord, but then i realised, though i seek ed the lord, i did not break out of the 4 walls at all :/

Hence, my year resolution would be able to change all that as well as to increase my capacity of faith, and to grow more into the lord. That's all really. Cause only with that, then will i be able to experience the abundance in life.




Was listening to a sermon by pastor kong, will share it with you guys soon :) really great word!